I was thinking of sending RPB this book after I finished reading it

but then I started annotating it

and I just wrote “oh shit, shots fired” in the margins

…guess I won’t be doing that then

whenever we say good-bye, RPB hugs me like he doesn’t want to let me go

that is all

(Source: piercinald)

DW Confidential Rewatch: 4x02 The Italian Job

that last gif hurts my heart

(Source: expelliarmus)

I feel like I should have one of those things that counts how many days it’s been since an accident

except mine should be for how many days it has been since my last email to a certain former teacher

(for the record, we’re back to zero; and it had been almost two weeks! I seriously have a problem.) 

[tw: discussion of suicide]

hey remember that time I was pretty sure a teacher confessed to me that he wanted to die? 

and I had no fucking clue where to go or who to talk to about it or if I could even talk to anyone about it? 

(for the record, students? You are not obligated to carry a teacher’s problems. You aren’t. You can express your concern, but you are not ever obligated to hold their secrets. You should not have to bear the responsibility of their feelings.) 

That sure was a 1000+ word email to a former teacher of mine that he’ll probably never read

WHOOOOOO 

WHOOOOO

WHOOOOO

THIS IS MY LIFE

THESE ARE MY CHOICES

lydiabutz:

My brain can’t handle this much gorgeousness. I’m not mentally equipped for this.

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